Heart of confusions

There are many moments in our lives when we have absolutely no idea what to do, what are we searching for, or what do we want? For me ...this is a daily issue. Sorrows haunting me everyday, has made me invisible. Life has given me everything but I am not happy, maybe because the shadow of confusion upon me has drenched away the feeling of delight from by very soul. I am physically fit and mentally stable but thats not enough. I want to get notice, to be admired. Why do I loose things that I wish to hold tight near my heart? Does this happens with everyone? If yes, how are they still smiling? They say time is the best healer but for time brings more. Every time I try to start new, I swept back by tide of failure. Seeking for a change with every new morrow, I am still moving on...